holiday season

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it's holiday season
so i'll undress again
take off all the layers
that make me who i am

i'll be quiet
i'll be good
you think that i feel misunderstood
but it's worse
and god it hurts
because you know me
but can't love all i am

you don't say it with your words
but you can't hide it on your face
you ask me what's wrong
but you brag about how well we get along
so i'll give the cat my tongue

i'm fine out here alone
i'll just cry on my drive back home
you're so blind to what is all the truth
can't see that i love you

i'm fine out here all on my own
i'll just cry on my drive back home
you're so blind to what is true
can't see the way that i love you
more than i love myself

i think you hate me
and you don't even know it
i think you hate me
i think you know it
i think you hate me
come on, admit it
admit it

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"i love you"
"i love you too"
"say bye"
"bye!" "bye!"

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released December 1, 2021

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i'll be okay is the late-night project of a human in washington state.

i try really hard.

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holiday season

Dec 2021
mess

Oct 2019
tilt

Apr 2016

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