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tilt

by i'll be okay

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skills I Love it because it’s acoustic, poetic, lyrical, nostalgic, and your voice is Gorgeous!
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answers 02:36
speaking in the dark whispers behind a wall covering my face as you try hard not to fall painting your eyes gold when you tell me that you're sold just to prove that your inquiry is bold and the answer to that's not so easy even though you just asked if i'm sleeping no, the question you asked isn't easy even though you just asked why you're breathing guessing what is next before faking your own death is there purgatory when they can't lay your soul to rest? bracing for the chill never to be filled with my hands or my heart or my pills and the answer to that's not so easy even though you just asked if i'm sleeping no, the question you asked isn't easy even though you just asked why you're breathing slipping down again down the road from all your friends i don't think that they remember my name or my existence they say "stars are made of light" but i don't think that sounds right i see replays of your eyes when i look up at night and the answer to that's not so easy even though you just asked if i'm sleeping no, the question you asked isn't easy even though you just asked why you're breathing and the answer to that's not so easy even though you just asked if i'm sleeping no, the question you asked isn't easy even though you just asked why you're breathing still
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i think i left myself at home, wherever that is and i think all the people i've known are all in my head last night i saw the angel of death i begged them to take me and they said "not yet" and i'm tired of being a fake i think that my mind was replaced
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can you see me? please don't see me.
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000 01:25
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spine 01:41
there are names in the room that you don't understand, your spine protruding from your skin as they wrap the cuff around your bicep and wait for the number to appear. you are cold from standing in front of the refrigerator, before returning empty-handed to your stiff sheets and locked door. the man behind the counter, behind the invisible safety net, won't let you have the shower key. "you are too frail to stand under the stream", he says. "too small to hold the weight of water in your hair." i look over at you, from my scale to yours. you smirk like you have a secret you're afraid of. i see the shapes under your clothes that are not made from your flesh. i left before you, made up stories, convinced them that my hands were not as shaky as yours were. i let them put needles into my arms, i let them put bandages around my legs, i let them poke and prod until they were sure i'd be okay away from you. but now i miss the white walls. i have dreams about the pencils scratching on paper as we try to write something that will creat some laughter in this building full of screaming. i'm scared of you, and you're scared of me. or maybe we're scared of the devils in our minds. but the demons are friends now. we have no choice but to talk.
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foothills 02:05
i am not the foothills to your mountains i am not the comfort in your sheets i am lost somewhere in the static i am lost somewhere in between but i'm still trying to be anything i just want to be something more than this bad impression of everything you need i am caught far behind your freckles i am caught somewhere in your cheek i am not the ignorant, the sinning i am not what you want me to be but i'm still trying to be anything i just want to be something more than this bad impression of everything you need i'm still trying to be anything i just want to be something more than this bad impression of everything you need
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mind 02:08
no one seems to mind when you say that you're mine no one seems to mind when you spew all these lies no one seems to mind when i can't shut my eyes no one seems to mind when i wander at night no one seems to mind when i rip out my hair no one seems to mind that it's all so unfair no one seems to mind when i turn down the dare but no one seems to mind when i say i don't care and this medication makes me want to forget my existence and this hesitation makes me stop this in it's tracks no one seems to mind when i say i can't cry no one seems to mind when i know that's a lie no one seems to mind when i say my goodbyes no one seems to mind when the sun doesn't rise no one seems to mind when i fall through the floor no one seems to mind when i want something more no one seems to notice when my wrists get this sore no one seems to mind, at least not anymore and this medication makes me want to forget my existence and this hesitation makes me stop this in it's tracks and this medication makes me want to forget our existence and this hesitation makes me stop us in our tracks

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tilt is a very personal and introspective collection of songs and poetry written during a time filled with heart ache and struggle.

it is being released as a form of therapy for the creator, and with the intention of letting listeners know they're not alone.

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released April 29, 2016

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i'll be okay is the late-night project of a human in washington state.

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